Listening to “Lack of Color” and simultaneously loving life and also hating most things. I just want to take a long walk. Actually, I want to get paid to take long and leisurely walks and never worry about student loans or debt or any bad thing ever. That is that.
I like you, wholly, fully, & truly.
I do not love you because there are so many more things
to like before I do.
I must learn to like your toes and snorts.
I have to know every your every smile.
I have to know when to hold and when to release.
Life is a learning process and currently you are my teacher.
I like you and I want you to like me.
I’m not sure if you can.
I’m not sure if you will.
But I am sure that I will keep on until there is not an ounce of like left in me.
Things can really flip flop.
Mostly okay.
I really neglected this over break, but that really didn’t affect anyone(hopefully?). Today was so nice and I got into the English class that I wanted to get into and all is so well!
This will be on a wall in my home because it epitomizes everything I feel.
When drunk you crave so much and forget so much. I want everyone to know how much I appreciate them, but at the same time I mess things up with people. There was a cute girl at the party, but I didn’t talk to her and I don’t know why. I asked a girl to sing the other night and she didn’t. I still don’t know why. If someone asks me to sing I do. I’m not afraid to, but I am afraid to speak to a stranger. Sometimes I make no sense at all. Sometimes no one makes sense. When drunk, things are awful confusing. I’m not in Kansas anymore. (not relevant to anything).
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The only mantra I have from now on is “Bottoms up”.
